It's like a routine. My posts would be from what I thought was long, to shorter and shorter and shorter to not updating anymore. I don't know why, my mood has been rather bad lately. My temper is worse. I tend to get veryvery pissed off by my brother. No idea why. Sometimes for no reason at all, I felt like dying. Sigh, I really have no idea what's wrong with me. But I told myself matter what happens, I'll put up a smile and hold back my tears :). I'm a strong girl. I gotta be a strong girl.